near sixty years。 Anne took the darkness of her hair and eyes from him;
though her willowed shapeliness was her mothers。 〃But wed have liked
to have you join us on the shore in several weeks。 Wont you reconsider
and wait until then?〃
Anne shook her head。 Not a hair moved。 It was in a somber knot at the
nape of her neck。 〃Nows the time。 Ive already made the arrangements
and paid for the place。〃
Her mother tried again。 〃But youve never enjoyed traveling alone。
Wouldnt it be better to have someone with you? If I didnt have the
charity luncheon on Wednesday; Id go with you myself。 You need pany;
Anne。〃
Anne hated worrying her parents。 They had suffered nearly as much as she
had; having to stand by and watch helplessly as their elder daughters
life fell apart。 When they looked at her; Anne knew what they saw。 She
saw it in the mirror each morning; the pallor in an oval face framed by
pitch…black hair。
Still; she said; 〃I really have no choice; have I; Mother? Ive been
more fortunate than others; always having someone to be with。 When it
wasnt you and Dad; it was Peggy; then my roommates at college; then
Jeff。〃 Her voice caught on his name。 She had long…since cried herself
out; but that little break in her breath remained。
Marjorie Faulke grasped at straws。 〃Call Peggy。 She wont be starting
classes for another few weeks。 Shell make the trip with you。〃
But Anne shook her head。 〃No; Mom。 Peggys terrific。 For a sister; I
couldnt ask for finer。 But she has her own life; her own friends。 Its
not her job to baby…sit me。 And Id really prefer to be alone。〃 Her
voice hardened。 〃Id better get used to it; dont you think?〃 Oh; yes;
there was anger。 Its only cure was through the courts; but it would be
months more before things were resolved there。
A silence had hung over the intimate round table; its elegant place
settings and fine food for otten。 This had bee a pattern; this family
gathering turned wake; but it had to be broken。 Anne had to start to
live again。 The trip to Vermont was a first step。
As the full blaze in the fireplace settled to a more sedate crackle; the
patter of raindrops broke through Annes reverie。 Stretching her legs;